My eldest daughter has an interest she feels passionately about. She talks about ballet, ballerinas and ballet videos with eyes twinkling. She seems determined, dedicated and excited about ballet. She was chatting away with me in the car and she suddenly stopped and asked me, "Do I bore you? Not many people are into this?" I was stunned. Does she bore me? Prior to her sudden question my mind was raising. Listening to her made my heart swell. She has a dream, a plan, she's learning a skill, building her character, interested in something I am not particularly interested in. How can I be bored? "No, not at all."
And she went on chatting away while I went on listening and driving. And feeling something in my heart.
As she opened the car door, I wanted to say, "Wait!" But then, what will I say. I drove her there and she wanted to go. So, I simply said, "Bye, Ambs. You don't bore me I am really happy for you."
"Okay I end at 4 mom. Bye!!!" And she happily walked away.
As I was getting down from the car I wiped my tears before my 3 younger ones see me. They tend to imagine the "worst worst ever" when I cry. And I did not want to explain. It might be too long and inarticulate and they might get bored...